Classic Monsters. NightTerrors. when were kids maybe we are able to imagine outside our physical confines more. Then, if were fearful, we can stand off from ourselves, insulting ourselves through the proxy host of another.. anyone really. we are desperate. if fear is irresolvable through dialogue and revealing our weaknesses. its easy to see out.. we look with our eyes.


 

The idea of someone in some way having knowledge of someone amongst their companions,, maybe 7 people? having serious night terrors, some coming true.. a minority enough that this person remains in stasus while no one listens. this someone would now look at their companions how? would they feel a certain fear as to how to continue if having been a player and vying for top player... would the person now reconsider? if a person was themselves recieving dreams of this nature of another going through it, among their freinds, yet, the identity among the seven is uncertain,, it switches between them,, or, is never relative about it.. would the shock of the idea of not knowing someones interior change spin in any way? 

this may be dramatic.. think though,, feeling the nervous system somehow, in a way that has been entirely unknown to the person, and nerves that are bound in ways entirely different to the someone recieving these dreams somehow..

not that ive this experience, yet,, we do dream of others and their pains at times,, it could go deeper.. 

could this be a doe`ing? and then the freinds eventualy all know and have had effects in ways, or at least connecting experiences that would seem to make certainly coincidental leaps. a fine doe`ing amongst freinds and how to share nervous system care with others. this could work..

we do dream of others enduring pains, this could become a pattern, yet it could go further with someone in particular and get worse and chronic? yet without idea who of the seven freinds it is still. is there a reason this person would be afraid to ask the 7 if one of them is having such nightmares? why would fear to step exist in this way.. ? trauma as a kid? warnings in the dreams not to step..? 

I have dreams now of a freind that i hurt in the past trying to feel endowed,, yet im not.. this was to cover.. so i hurt someone while forging a false identity of confidence.. ive had recuring dreams of this person and family now for over 15 years? i will unveil my false ways on stage.. in this bd.. he and i had a common expression with stage fright, yet i couldnt actualy share,, i did until 10 or 11? so i bullied this guy who has a sister and a mom to feel frustrations about this type of nature in boys or guys.. and to feel inordinate fear of his dad that this is currency.. i need to say sorry.. dreams that his mom is made of sand and from egypt.. three letters below the line in egypt.. pyg..malion.. press? wat-e-let.. 

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