Journal... 2023 may29 - Was watching shows about Beasts. That Is Impossible.. Disapearance,, Now Called Giants..Unbelievable Videos Of Giants You Won't Be Able To Explain

 with respects... not to be glamorous.. my intensity my intensity... im coddled.. sleep is strange. this is also glamorous... im touched im touched.. were all off the ground.. when somethings special... can we discern?  we will deny for suspension of disbelief issues. were mostly off the ground not sharing weaknesses.

Dreamt.. Giant bird on the side of the highway... looked featherless.. giant... sorry.. as in a 3rd the size of an elephant? more maybe.. the body.. not legs.. closer to a half? leaning forward.. on a big block of stone... then.. it all of a sudden shot unseen really large bamboo rods that went deep into everything.. whatever was hit.. and tonnes of them. more like a thick vertical fense? with respect.. was at a car on the highway? the bird was to the left... car at night.. diner? to the left.. somthing of a sign foundation.. concrete stone? stone maybe? cut stone.. abandoned lot? maybe a diner at some time? car was small and white? single male driving? sign to the right of the car.. other side of the highway.. of the diner.. this was full of green bamboo rods.. deep.... deep green in a way for bamboo? not sure... a forest green.. not too deep.. maybe natural.. yet... aged? not sure.. aged yes.. they were as if dry. with respect. not sure.. watched about beasts last night.. had nightmare to? maybe sex dream to. cant remember.. smoke pot to avoid nightmares. we need compress.. were not stoned. we sleep without dreams if needed.. a pill to deal the quick term memory a dulling.. non addictive nor high inducing... sluggish memory quick term... :) for if Deja-Vu is Particle of De-Luge... we will if too in the power of the Resister, Trickster, us actualy in circulation with Bloods From The Grounds & ScapeGoating(s) with respects.. we can curb potential escalations in nightmares if the Situation is Clearly Leading to Edges & Were Not Ready.... If The Spirits Correction is necessary we need to be careful as well. yet.. if Deluge Like,,, we will have Sluggish Memory to avoid Dispersion of the Elements Related Crashes.. we leave all behind.. Screen IS Open,, too open.. weve no experience in sharing fears.. all goes off.. We NEED Grounding School Really Though.. our ego's all these ages... with respects.. we will be able to fight deluge tendencies together & Aware. or,, aware... words are intense and active.